you are not that cute...

today a guy was taking a pic of himself and the teacher told him that he was just not that cute to be taking pics of himself in class.. what do you think about that????
i just thought that this was funny so yea thats why i wanted to post it lol
yes i know sometimes im mean..
naomi

i dont think that i like this convo.....

dear cortney,
you are sitting right next to me and i dont want to hear it...
i dont want to hear it!!!
i dont want to hear it!!!
i dont want to hear it!!!
i dont want to hear it!!!
i dont want to hear it!!!
i dont want to hear it!!!
i dont want to hear it!!!

naomi then VR naomi now

ok so i have been thinking about it and i think that the person that i am now would have beat the heck out of the peoson that i was a while back.. im so much more out spoken and straight foward and well a lil less emotional.. not to much but i just sont react the same as i use to. i think that if steph and i tryed to go out i think that we would end up going to jail cause the things i let fly then wouldnt have even had a chance to happen.. wow so how do you feel about that???
i think that i have some out of my shell a lil but more and that im a more confident person and such... i think that this is a positive thing but at the same time i now need to learn to hold my tounge...

naomi

And the World tour ends in D-town

hey everyone its monday and its looking like its going to be a good day... how are things going for you. this blog is for my friend tay... she has alot to deal with right now and i feel like she is doing a way better job that i would have. im pretty sure that i would have done some heavy damage like last week and she has not she just continues to do her and just doesnt let it faze her.. well on the out side but on the inside she is not so happy but it is to be expected when some one that you care about does you wrong time and time again.. but then the guy that is going all the wrong still wants to be friends and that is so not cool... its like he wants to have his cake and eat it too better yet in every flavor..let me tell you about this lame guy he is dating now the person that is like her sister and he did all this behind her back and better yet swor on his daughters life that nothing was happening. and well the best part of the storie is that he is going to have a baby later this month and well there is this girl in my moa class that is prego with his baby and well yesterday i over heard him saying that his new boo needs to take a prego test to make sure that she is not going to have his third baby this year... wow he is a piece of work... let me tell you he is so fake... and i dont think that i can ever look at this boy the same. i know the things that i want to say to him but its not my place so ill just stay quite but something tells me that soon he will ask my opion on this and well i have the inclanation to be not too nice... i just need to be real.. so props to tay i love you and keep you head up...

Mother Aunt Sister Cuz Friend to all the amazing women in my life...

Thank You for all you do and this goes out to you all....


You can see it in their eyes,
in tender hugs and long good-byes,
a love that only moms and daughters know.

You can see it in their smiles,
through passing years and changing styles,
a friendship that continually seems to grow.

You can see it in their lives,
the joy each one of them derives,
in just knowing that the other one is there...

To care and to understand,
lend an ear or hold a hand,
and to celebrate the memories they share.

Once upon a memory
Someone wiped away a tear
Held me close and loved me,
Thank you, Mother dear.




Dear Lord, it's such a hectic day
With little time to stop and pray
For life's been anything but calm
Since You called on me to be a mom
Running errands, matching socks
Building dreams with building blocks
Cooking, cleaning, and finding shoes
And other stuff that children lose
Fitting lids on bottled bugs
Wiping tears and giving hugs
A stack of last weeks mail to read
So where's the quiet time I need?
Yet when I steal a minute, Lord
Just at the sink or ironing board
To ask the blessings of Your grace
I see then, in my small one's face
That you have blessed me
All the while
And I stop to kiss
That precious smile

its just so complicated....

websters definition of complicated says:
difficult to analyze, understand, or explain
why does it seem that peoblems that we faced when we were in high school and any kind of grade school now seem so small compaired to what we face now.. its not what color shoes to get or whos boyfriend is taking who to the movies its where am i going to live after this or what am i going to do diffrent so that i can make a better life for my child and i. at times i feel so old and at times i feel like a child that is scared to walk on my own two feet...
so what do you think about that?
naomi

let me tell you about some friends of mine name stable and poppa earls....
they are a hot mess!!! they just dont know what to do about there feelings its pitiful... oh yea there is another part to this storie its name is angleeka!!! let me tell you about her fast ass... lol im joking... or am i???

my frame of mind: jaded

i see things a lil diffrent now i want to start shutting dont but i feel like im so far in that it makes no differance where i go from here... does that make any sience???
im so confuisied i dont know what to do...
im ready to be over this but it is so hard everything is easyer said than done...
ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and thats all i have to say about that...
naomi