hey world its been a intresting few weeks.. i think that im a bit heart broken and the reason that i think it is this way is cause i dont know how i feel about this guy that i have been talking to and its eatting me up inside.. he has feeling for me acording to him but at the same time he doesnt want a relationship.. i feel that he is scared of getting to close cause he has been hurt in the past and he just doesnt seem to see that im not that girl im not the one that hurt him and i dont plan on hurting him i just like him so much that is kills me just to be like this with him. im not saying that i have to be in a relationship with him i just want our friendship but its so complacated cause of what we shared when he want home with me and steph and he met my mother.. that is a big deal for me. i mean nothing happened like physichaly but the emotions were there.. well that is enough about that i tend to get all emotional about him but i just feel like i needed to get it out of my head.. i love my blog cause i can tell it stuff and get things off my chest..
naomi