I want my mommy!!!

some times i just want to give up on all this stuff but i know that if i stick it out i will benifit in the end... its just that sometimes people make me so mad and well make me want to eather cuss them out or just start fighting i have never been the one to fight but being here at gary well it makes me just want to throw some bows cause these people here are just plain messy and stupid... for example the other night i was with my friend priss and well we went to the pool hall right dawn the way from our dorm to see what was up and just to have fun and when we got there they told us that there was a dance in the back so she wanted to go and well i entertained the thought of cutting a rug lol and well we went in and well lets just say that techno is not my kind of party music and went we got ready to leave i saw some young men trying to take a picture of my friend.. now i have no problem with people taking pictures of people but the guy was trying to take a pic under her skirt and i just went off... then they asked me to leave the dance and some boys came up to me after and said that i didnt need to make a seen like that and that if i did it again i was going to get it and well that made me even more angry so i started to roll up my sleaves and told them if they wanted to go some rounds i would be happy to do so.... all they could say is that they didnt want me to get beat up cause they knew that my boys would start a riot... lol last time i checked i dont have boys but later i found out that i did so thats a plus but can you see a lil bit into what i have to deal with on a daily... and dont get me started on the girls here its just ridiculous... im going to stop for now cause i want to hit someone... i just want my mommy and some ice cream...







"I used to wake up somedays and wish I stayed asleep cause i went to bed on top of the world on top of the world and today the worlds on top of me everybodys got [opions they change] they aint been in my posistion [they dont care] and it brakes my heart to hear what they have to say about me."