i feel like i can make it....

"I feel like i can make the storm is over now."
last night we had a bay meeting and well it didnt go like i would have wanted people were expressing them selfs a lil to much and i feel like it was almost an attack on certian people... With that being said there was some things said that i totaly agree with and i dont think that every one took ownership of what they do and say them selfs... i think that a comment box was a good idea.. and as for when i got into my room last night i was really feeling down and out and i needed some incoragement and just then stephanie walkes in with a kirk franklin and fred hammond cd i put them on and well it spoke to me on so many diffrent levels... the storm is over now, no wepon ,stomp.ect it all was good stuff... some of the girls in my cpp are going to church with me on sunday i think that that will do a world of good.. we all need Jesus here at job corp.. lol im blessed that God gave me another day to live . today i choose to have a good day no matter what.... well thats all that i have for right now...
love you,
naomi

so cold...

today is a cold day and im not feeling it at all... there are alot of people that have the flu. im so scared to get it cause im not a good sick person and i dont think that i can deal with that right now... i was kinda hoping that the roads would freeze so that we wouldnt have school.. i guess that was wishful thinking but thats ok im going to get some work done... pray for us here at job corp cause we really need it.. this sunday my friends are going to church cause we all need some positive incouragement... it really does help us cause a few weeks ago i had a dream that my dad just kept telling me no wepon formed agensted us shall prosper and then you know i just went about my week thinking about that saying... them my room mate and i thought that it would be a good idea that we go to church together and we get on the bus to go and what song is playing and even when we got to the church there was special some that someone sang and what song do you think was playing?? lol no wepon by Fred Hammond it really touched my heart... God was talking to us... well thats all for now... naomi

tears of guilt...

ok so lastnight there was some drama in my dorm. one of my good friends got caught smoking out of the window in her room... i turly do undersstand that what she did was wrong but to tell you the turth the poeple that told on her are the same people that come back from weekends drunk hi and all kinds of crazy... im telling you this whole system that they have is jut all messed up... im telling you if i didnt have good senice i would have made a sean last night i was ready to go home...
i know this all might not make sience to you all right, but i think that even though she was in the wrong with what she did the people that were making the biggest deal about it were the same people that had just smoked out side... but thats how it works... my friend last night amitted that she has a problem and that she needs help now she doesnot have a choise she has to change her life around...
well i had better go im getting my self all worked up and i just might go and say or do something stupid... naomi
p.s. i think that im going to have a talk with the lady from out plc and see how she feels about my opion bout the siduation....
what do you think???

i hate rain...

Ok well what is going on with this wearther the day before yesterday it was cold and yesterday it was a lil warn and today its misty... i hate it cause my hair always ends up to be the casualty... lol you know im all about my hair...
well last night was ok i just hung around took a nap and went to the pool hall... i have some of the best friends here at gary cause they really care about me and they are supper cool... i was thinking about it and i have some of the most beautiful friends ever and my guy friends are supper cute.. lol thats real funny... so what do you think about that??? even when i was back home i still hung out with some beautiful people.... i didnt want to get up this morning i was so warm in my bed but i had to get up and take a shower so i did... its just one of those days... guess thats coming up my birthday is right around the corner.... im happy i think that im going to seguin for my birthday cause my mother just moved back and i want to go see her and hang out with my frends and family... im going to be 23 thats real old!! well i got to go i need to get some work done....
naomi

just thinking....

ok so last night was just a not so good night people were fighting people were crying people were scared... it was a long night.. i hate days like this cause what can you say or do to help the problem. lately people have been going wild like coming back to the campus after going to walmart drunk and i mean stupid drunk... smoking weed and sneeking in windows its just getting out of control.. i understand that sometimes you just feel like you need to just unwind or just have a drink or so but dang geting stupid drunk then going to hang out with guys that you dont know and do things that you say that you cant remember.. i just dont understand it... well i dont even know if this makes sience... so i will go now..
naomi

hi!!! im sitting here in class looking around and thinking that i need to go back to my dorm and go to sleep... lol im just so sleepy and i thing that every one else is to... ok so what will you bee doing tuesday??? the whole campus will be watching the inauguration on tv them we will have classes as usual... i think that it will turn out being a good day that day cause people are hipe about this whole thing... so how does that make you feel?? lol

as for today i think that i need to go to sleep as soon as i get back to my room... lol i just want to sleep eat and sleep some more... well thats all for now see ya....
so do i even make sience when i post things on this blog... lol

i love to get snail mail it makes me feel good my cuz wrote me a letter yesterday.... it makes me feel good that someone took the time to sit and write me.. lol its dumb i know...

well today is a good day im about to take a test and hopefully i pass it...
i like the slass im in but i think that i have too much time on my hands cause im always off task cause our work is at your own pase and well some times i just dont do much sometimes i try to do it all... lol i know that is not how its done...


sometimes when im walking around campus i feel like im in high school cause people are so young minded that they act like its the end of the world that they dont have enough money to get there special hairspray or there boyfriend or girlfriend is trippin lol.... im just so over it steph and i were talking and i think that we are some of the most level headed people here and i mean look at us.... we are really not but comparied to all these people we are like above avrage...

well thats all for now... love ya

brighter day

hello world!!! so how are you all doing today??? the only problem that i have today is the weather i hate it cause i think that as soon get warm it gets hot... i think that im making some good friends here but at the same time there are alot of people here that just dont have any home training and it shows... but thats everywhere you go... well thats all i have for right now i will keep you updated...
i think that i am going to call my mother today....

Almost brought me to tears...

I am going to start my day bye saying thank you God for the life you have given me and help me see the plain you have for me... Thank you for my friends and family and all the blessings that you have alowed me to be a part of...


ok so there is this class that we have every monday - thrusday its called G.G.I. (guided group interaction) its a safe place to talk about things that you have going on in your life and with school.. its really soring sometimes but the last few days we have been talking about some deep stuff i mean real deep... i just didnt know what to say i just wanted to cry both times.. in these groups we have staff members that make sure that we stay on task and sometimes gives us topics... ok so one of these staff members made the observation that even though everyone was interacting and being supportive of each other that the hispanic/mexican people in the room did not want to contribute to the convo... so that got me thinking even though we have come so far there are still somethings that my cluture still does not want to talk about of feels like they can not talk about... why is that??? its stuff like that that just gets me thinking..
well thats all i have for now...
naomi

It's going to be a good day...

hey everyone!!! i have decided that to day im going to have a good day yesterday turned out really bad i was just having one of those per-dot(period) days.. i almost got in to it with some one in my dorm and thank God that i have learned to walk away cause i was going to go show out... get buck and all the stuff that well be my distruction here at gary... i need jesus!!!! i just walked around campus for like 3 hours.. but today we have a bussiness meeting for out plc (medical trade) today... i love these meetings cause well ofcourse we get out of class but they always have something intresting happening like students sing, dance,ect... you would be surprised at the talent that is walking around here at gary... well i think thats all for now... i have to walk all the way to the gym right now...
naomi

todays going to be a good day...

yesterday i got my scrubs i feel good about this move.. lol
they are dark blue and they make me feel like im starting a new chapter in my life..
im in class right now killing a lil time.. i have a medical terms test later but im ready... so whats new with everyone out there im really dead to the world when it keeps to keeping up with things out side these walls.. to tell you the truth i dont even watch tv..... well thats all for right now...
naomi

Texas weather

ok so today i get up get ready for class yesterday it was cold last week we were in shorts and today rain..... what is up with that???
im telling you i love texas but the weather is just not working for me...
so how is everyone out there??? its been to long but thats ok im starting over... thats all for now i have to study my medical terms got to go stat!!! that means now.... lol

wow!!!

its been so long but i think that im going to start writing on my blog again.....
ok so its been a while but im now at gary job corp trying to get myself together im taking classes to be a medical assistaint... im happy with the choise that i have made to better my life... God has truly blessed me!!! as for my family my mother is going to move back to seguin with in the next few months and im happy about that im going to try harder to be an active daughter and spend more time with her.. i now have a god son named adyden christian and he is beautiful and getting bigger everyday... i have a best friend that is great and is with me every step of the way and her girlfriend (its a long story.)is awsome too.. lol as for going back to seguin to live after im done with school i dont know about that even though i grew up there it doesent seem to be going anywhere and its just so messy... im not sure that its the place for me.. as for love intrests lol im just so dang picky and well im just now going to settle for any joe shmo there is out there.. i have resiently started to go to church here while at gary and its really cool they take us to church every sunday... its good for me... well thats all for now..
naomi