........deep..................

Theres no way out,
You've done everything you can do,
Its like putting your own hands on your throat,
And watching yourself turn blue,
But you always let go before everything turns black,
Before its too late,
Before you reach the point where theres no turning back,
So things go back to the way they were,
But at this point its psychotic and chaotic,
Everythings going crazy and its all just a blur,
You just want it all to stop,
And go your way just this one time,
But to have something go the right way for you,
You'd have to do something horrible, commit a crime,
But for now its jammed in your way,
There's nothing you can do about it,
Just go to sleep, where your dreams are pleasant,
And when you wake up, ask Jesus to lift your spirit