You see what had happened was.....

These are some of the funny,crazy,sad,boring,intresting stories of my life.. Read at your own risk.... lol

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

im moving on

ive been living with steph and her mom for the last 3 days and so far so good... now the next part of my adventure is getting a new job. the one at sugar and spice isnt going to work out the way i thiought it would so yea... me and steph are going to the workforce place in the morning.. let me tell you life has been really hard in the last few weeks i mean im having issues with my so called family and with church and my relationship with God its been crazy... what is a girl to do????
well untill next time people
see ya when i see ya
p.s. keep me in your prayers ok
cause i need JESUS

Monday, November 28, 2005

lies, lies, and more lies

well i dont live at home anymore....
im not who everyone says that i am....
what people think that they know about me is all lies, lies,and more lies....
im sick and tired of everything...
that is all that i have to say for now....
naomi

lies, lies, and more lies

well i dont live at home anymore....
im not who everyone says that i am....
what people think that they know about me is all lies, lies,and more lies....
im sick and tired of everything...
that is all that i have to say for now....
naomi

Friday, November 11, 2005

I Pray...
Ooooh...
Ooh...I pray

You were in my dreams,
Before I even knew there was a you and me,
Now I can't wait to see your smile,
When I wake up each day,
It makes it worth while,
With the kinda love you plant inside,
Especially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness,
Is the one thing that I don't wanna miss.

Chorus:
I pray...
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray...
That I feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray...
When I close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind
I pray...
That I see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side
Oh I pray...

Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes by so fast,
But in this time I wanna make it last (I pray)
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why (I pray)
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it

{Chorus}

Slow rap:
I wish that I could stop time,
I wish that I could rewind,
To the very beginning of every second of my life
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories
See I'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life
To ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes
To see what my life used to be like
Oh God...

{Chorus}

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

she is braking me down

My mom is going to be the death of me..... I feel like she wants me to be the bad seed she wants me to be the one that fails she wants me to be just as unhappy as she is... I feel like I have lost everything that has ever mattered to me.... IM not the person that I use to be... Like I said she is raking me down and I don't know how to deal with it.....