S-MOTHERD!!!!
I THINK THAT MY MOTHER HAD ISSUES WITH LETTING ME GROW UP......
TELL ME WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR SOMEPEOPLE TO JUST LET YOU BE YOU AND NOT FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE TO BE IN CONTROL YOU TO THE 5TH POWER???
I KNOW THAT MY MOM LOVES ME AND ALL THAT STUFF BUT SHE HAS SOME REALLY REALLY WEIRD WAYS OF SHOWING IT... SOME TIMES I THINK THAT I WANT TO GOT FAR FAR AWAY WHERE I KNOW THAT SHE WILL NEVER FIND ME AND JUST LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME AND NOT FOR HER... AM I A BAD DAUGHTER????
OK SO I THINK THAT THE STRESS OF ALL THIS IS TAKING A TOLL ON ME AND MY DAD AND ALL WE CAN DO IS GO TO OUR CAVES AND DO ANYTHING THAT DOESNT REQUIRE HER PRESENTS AND HOPE THAT SHECOME NEAR US.. ALL THAT JUST FOR A LIL FREEDOM
DO I EVEN MAKE ANY SENCE???
posted by Back to school... @ 10:23 AM
3 Comments:
It is hard for a Mother to see her "baby" grow up and move on with life, but you have to! I know she is not trying to Push you away, but you and her are like from Two different Planets!!! Keep that in mind, the age gap between you to is so huge that she has no idea what to with you, and how to treat you as a 19 year old living in her home. She didn't raise your sister.... she was gone already- so its new for her! Pray for her, like for real- I mean on your face sucking carpet asking God to help you to through this time in your life. I am not taking her side or yours! Just remember, she is not your Friend, she is your MOM!!! ITs her job to drive you nuts from time to time!!!
very insightful thanks
naomi.. believe it or not.. i understand.. my mom was acting totally the same way.. but we just had to work it out.. it's been hard and relapses still take place.. but just keep that head up.. and try to learn to submit as best as possible
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