CRYING OUT

I HAD A RUFF NIGHT LAST NIGHT AFTER EVERYTHING WAS SAID AND DONE. I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT I FELT LIKE I HAD NO ONE I KNOW THAT THERE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT ME, BUT MY PROBLEMS WERE TO MUCH FOR ANYONE AND I WAS NOT VERY PROUD. WHAT WAS I TO DO?WELL I GOT A TEXT AND IT WAS FROM MY FRIEND AND YOURS BIG Z.
I TOLD HIM A LITTLE ABOUT ALL THE STUFF AND HE GAVE ME A CALL WE TALKED LAST NIGHT FOR WHAT FELT LIKE HOURS ABOUT WHAT I WAS FEELING ALL I KNOW IS I JUST FELT SO SAD AND ANGERY. I HAD BEEN LASHING OUT AND GETTING ANGERY AT PEOPLE AND I HAVE ALSO BEEN DOING THINGS TO REBEL AND THATS NOT COOL.
ALL I KNOW IS THAT I NEED HELP AND I DIDNT THINK THAT I COULD TURN TO GOD AND Z WAS LIKE GIRL HE SHOULD BE THE FIRST PERSON THAT YOU GO RUNNING TO NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM. GOD CARES ABOUT ME AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND NOW I THINK THAT ITS SETTING IN IT HAS TO.