WOW

WHAT IS THE DEAL????
EVERYBODY HAS SOMEBODY
WELL NOT ME
I FEEL LEFT OUT
WHAT DO I MEAN YOU ASK
WELL IDONT EVEN KNOW
SEE YA

ARE YOU READY????

AWWW!!! THIS MY LAST YEAR TO DO FINE ARTS.....
HOW SAD!! OR IS IT REALLY?
I AM SO GLAD THAT THERE ARE MORE PEOPLE AT THE CHURCH THAT ARE INTRESTED IN GETTING INVOLVED!!!
(THAT MAKES ME HAPPY!!) :)
MAYBE NEXT YEAR(IF IM STILL ARROUND)I CAN HELP OUT MORE WITH FINE ARTS....
THAT WOULD BE COOL!!
WELL TTYL!

FIGHTING.......

LAST NIGHT I HAD ONE OF THE BIGGEST FIGHTS WITH MY DAD....
IT GOT UGLY I THINK THAT I CRYED FOR LIKE 3 HOURS
PEOPLE SAY THE MEANEST THINGS WHEN THEY ARE ANGREY
WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO????
ALL THAT I COULD DO WAS CRY THATS WHAT I DO BEST
I CANT LET ALL THIS PETTY STUFF GET TO ME CAUSE IF I LET IT GET TO ME IT WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME!!!

ON TO A DIFFRENT SUBJECT......

OK SO WE HAVE FINE ARTS THIS WEEKEND AND IM KIND OF GETTING ALL FLUSTERD ABOUT I DONT WANT TO SING IN FROUNT OF ALL THOSE PEOPLE!!!
BUT WHAT I DO LIKE TO GO AND SO IS SEE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING AND I LIKE TO SUPPORT OUR KIDS THAT ARE GOING......
SO YEA FINE ARTS IS A GOOD EXPERANCE BUT IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO BE SICK.....
AND WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT??????

F.Y.I

IM NOT LATE ANYMORE.........

WAS IT THE BEST

PROM NIGHT WAS SO FUN BUT WAS IT THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE??? MAYBE NOT BUT IT WAS CLOSE...LOL
I HAD FUN GETTING ALL DRESSED UP AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING MISSING... WHAT IT IS I DONT KNOW YET.....
IM THANKFUL THAT I GOT TO GO!

PROM

WOW IM GOING TO MY SENIOR PROM!! HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT???? LOL
NO DATE
JUST FRIENDS
HOPE IT IS FUN......

WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT

WHAT WE DID LAST NIGHT WAS SO COOL IT IS WHAT I NEEDED!! I MEAN REALLY! I HAVE BEEN GOING THOUGH LIFE WITH MY EYES WIDE SHUT.... ALL THE STUFF THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING THE LAST FEW WEEKS HAS HAPPENED FOR A REASON AND I NOW KNOW THAT.
ALL THE STUFF THAT I WROTE DOWN AND SAID AND THOUGHT LAST NIGHT WAS POOT INTO PERSPECTIVE BY GOD....
ACTS 16:16-18 REALLY REALLY SPOKE TO ME AND THAT LITTLE NOTE THAT I GOT FROM WHO EVER HE IS SAID:
TO WHOEVER IT MAY CONCERN,
WHERE ARE YOU IN YOUR LIFE?
HAVE YOU BEEN TALKING TO GOD LATELY?
BECAUSE IF YOU HAVENT YOU ARE MISSINO OUT ON
WHAT HIS PLAIN IS FOR YOUR LIFE.
YOU ARE MISSING HIS BLESSING,HIS DIRECTION,
HIS WISDOM, AND HIS ENCOURAGEING WORD.
SO YOU NEED TO SPEEK WITH HIM ASAP!!!!!
DONT MISS OUT ON WHAT GOD HAS FOR YOU.....
SINCERELY,
YOUR BROTHER IN CHRIST

ANOTHER EARLY MORNING

IT IS ANOTHER EARLY MORNING FOR ME YESTERDAY I WAS UP AND OUT BY 7:00 AM WHAT IS THAT ALL ABUT??? WELL THIS MORNING I GOT A CALL AT LIKE 6:38 AM AND MY FRIEND WAS ALL ARE YOU READY I HAVE TO GO TO THE SCHOOL EARLY THIS MORNING I WAS LIKE OK I THINK THAT I CAN BE READY BY THE TIME YOU GET HERE. WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO??? LETS JUST SAY THAT I DONT LOOK MY BEST BUT I TRYED!!! LOL ILL GET BACK TO YOU LATER... SEE YA

HELP

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME AM ALL EMOTIONAL AND IT SUCKS!!!!!
I THINK THAT IM GOING TROUGH MENAPAUSE!!!
LOL JK
I THINK THAT IM A LIL TO YOUNG FOR THAT!!!

HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF....

OK SO THIS DAY HAS BEEN GOING REALLY DIFFRENT AND WELL I KNOW NOW THAT I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY BEING SO FAT!!!!
AT ALL STARTED WHEN MY FRIEND ASKED ME TO SWICH HER CLOTHES
AND IT ALL GOES DOWN HILL FROM THERE
ALL I KNOW IS THAT I REALLY DONT FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AT ALL RIGHT NOW.....
THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT AT THIS POINT IN TIME.....
:( (TEAR)

JUST THOUGHTS

LOOK INTO MY EYES WHAT DO YOU SEE
DO YOU SEE WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE,
OR DO YOU SEE WHAT OTHERS TELL YOU THAT I AM,
OR DO YOU SEE THE REAL ME?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW ME?
WHO AM I AND WHAT'S MY POURPOSE?
TIME WILL TELL BUT IN THE MEAN TIME
I WILL PUT ALL MY TRUST IN THE ALMIGHTY
THE ONE WHO GAVE ME LIFE.........




"JUST THOUGHTS"

TO BE OR NOT TO BE THAT IS THE QUESTION.......

WE HAVE BEEN READING HAMLET IN MY ENGLISH CLASS BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH ALL OF THIS STUFF IS ABOUT DYING....
WHAT WAS WRONG WITH SHAKESPERE????
SO YEA I HAD TO DO A PAPER ON WHAT HAMLETS TO BE OR NOT TO BE SPEECH MEANS AND ALTHOUGH I THINK THAT I DID A REALLY GOOD JOB ON THE PAPER I DONT LIKE WHAT IT MEANS...... WHAT DO YOU THINK????

MY OH MY OH MY OH MY BOO!!!

HA HA I JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD WRITE A LIL ABOUT MY BOO......
OK WHAT CAN I SAY????
LET ME THING A WHILE.....

GOING OUT THIS WEEKEND

I HAVE A FRIEND THAT WANTS TO TAKE ME OUT THIS WEEKEND!!
WHERE IDONT KNOW
TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I DONT THINK THAT IT IS A GOOD IDEA FOR MY SAFETY AND HERS!

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL HER THOUGH SHE IS ALWAYS TELLING ME THAT I NEVER WANT TO GO OUT WITH HER AND THAT I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING ELSE GOING ON...


WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO????

I NEED TO LEARN THIS TO THE UPMOST BY WED

Dime si me escuchas
Como yo te escucho
Me llegan tus respuestas
En este mundo oscuro

Oh, por el que vagamos, buscando alg?l
Que nos d?a vida, que encienda nuestro amor

Dentro est?u voz, llamando
Dentro est?u voz al fin
Dentro est?u voz, guiando
Dentro est?u voz hablando en m?

veces oigo el eco
De mi llanto al brotar
Me nace desde adentro
Una fuerza especial

Oh, callan mis sueños y duerme mi mirar
Pero en mi interior, tu dulce voz se vuelve a o?e

ntro est?u voz llamando
Dentro est?u voz al fin
Dentro est?u voz guiando
Dentro est?u voz hablando
Dentro est?u voz llamando
Dentro est?u voz al fin
Oh no...

Dentro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz

Dentro est?u voz llamando
Dentro est?u voz al fin
Dentro est?u voz guiando
Dentro est?u voz, hablando en m?

ntro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz
Oh...la...la...
Dentro est?u voz
Oh...la...la...
Dentro est?u voz
Oh...la...la...

Dentro est?u voz
Dentro est?u voz
Dime si me escuchas...ah...

WORSHIP

LAST NIGHT'S WORSHIP WENT SO WELL!! IM PROUD OF THE GUYS I KNOW THAT THEY GET UPSET WITH EACH OTHER AND ME BUT THEY ALWAYS GIVE IT THERE ALL AND THAT ROCKS.
GOD HAS BROUGHT US A LONG WAY AND I AM SO HAPPY THAT I DIDNT GIVE UP.....

CRYING OUT

I HAD A RUFF NIGHT LAST NIGHT AFTER EVERYTHING WAS SAID AND DONE. I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT I FELT LIKE I HAD NO ONE I KNOW THAT THERE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT ME, BUT MY PROBLEMS WERE TO MUCH FOR ANYONE AND I WAS NOT VERY PROUD. WHAT WAS I TO DO?WELL I GOT A TEXT AND IT WAS FROM MY FRIEND AND YOURS BIG Z.
I TOLD HIM A LITTLE ABOUT ALL THE STUFF AND HE GAVE ME A CALL WE TALKED LAST NIGHT FOR WHAT FELT LIKE HOURS ABOUT WHAT I WAS FEELING ALL I KNOW IS I JUST FELT SO SAD AND ANGERY. I HAD BEEN LASHING OUT AND GETTING ANGERY AT PEOPLE AND I HAVE ALSO BEEN DOING THINGS TO REBEL AND THATS NOT COOL.
ALL I KNOW IS THAT I NEED HELP AND I DIDNT THINK THAT I COULD TURN TO GOD AND Z WAS LIKE GIRL HE SHOULD BE THE FIRST PERSON THAT YOU GO RUNNING TO NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM. GOD CARES ABOUT ME AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND NOW I THINK THAT ITS SETTING IN IT HAS TO.

THE LITTLE BABY

OK SO YESTERDAY I SPENT ALL AFTERNOON WITH MY FRIEND AND HER NEW BABY. HE IS SO CUTE AND LITTLE I THINK THAT HE LOOKS A LITTLE LIKE ME. HA HA JUST KIDDING
WELL ANYWAYS WE WERE TALKING ABOUT WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS AND ALL I COULD DO IS THINK THAT SHE IS ONLY 18 AND NOW SHE LIVES FOR SOMEONE ELSE WITH NO ACCEPTION. THAT IS SO SCAREY... OR MAYBE IM JUST SELFISH WHAT DO YOU THINK???
ANYWAYS I GOT TO CHANGE A POOPIE DIPER AND THAT WAS A CHALLENGE CAUSE HE IS SO SMALL AND I THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO HURT HIM BUT EVERYTHING CAME OUT OK.

WELL ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WISH HER THE BEST AND THAT I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE THERE FOR HER.... MUCH LOVE TO CRYSTAL AND JOSH AND BABY ISSIAH!!!

ALL THE SMALL THINGS....

WHEN DO YOU KNOW WHEN SOMETHINGS SMALL OF WHEN ITS A BIG DEAL???
ALL I KNOW IS TO ME EVERYTHING IS A SMALL DEAL....
IDK WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IM A DORK...........

I LOVE THIS

Here in the dark
I stand before you
Knowing this is my chance to show you my heart
This is the start
This is the start

I have so much to say and I'm hopin'
That your arms are open
Don't turn away, I want you near me
But you have to hear me

Here's where I stand
Here's who I am
Love me, but don't tell me who I have to be
Here's who I am, I'm what you see

You said I had to change and I was tryin'
But my heart was lyin'
I'm not a child any longer
I am stronger

Here's where I stand
Here's who I am
Help me to move on but please don't tell me how
I'm on my way, I'm movin' now

In this life we've come so far
But we're only who we are
With the courage of love
To show us the way
We've got the power to stand up and say

Here's where I stand
Here's where I am
Stand up and be counted, I'm counting on you
If you're with me
We'll make it through

Here's where I stand
Here's who I am
Love me, love me, love me and we'll make it through
Here's where I stand
Baby, baby, baby I'm counting on you

Here's where I stand
Love me, love me, love me and we'll make it through
I'm counting
I'm counting
I'm counting, I'm counting on you

ALL THE SMALL THINGS....

STILL

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

WE HAVE A NEW BABY

OK SO MY FRIEND CRYSTAL HAD HER BABY LAST NIGHT
THAT IS SO COOL I KNOW THAT SHE WILL BE A GOOD MOM!!!
HIS NAME IS ISSIAH JAY!!!
AWWWW!!!!!!
IM SO HAPPY I AM GOING TO SEE HER TODAY!!!
OH BABY!!!!

THREE DAYS LATE

SO THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A CRAZY WEEK AND FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN RUNNING LATE EVERYWHERE AND THATS SO NOT COOL!!
SO WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO???

AND HOW DID YOU REACT TO THAT? "IT WASNT GOOD!!!"!

OK SO LAST NIGHT I SPENT THE NIGHT AT STEPH'S HOUSE CAUSE I WAS GING TO HILIGHT HER HAIR WELL IT DIDNT HAPPEN LIKE IT WAS PLANED WE STARTED THE HILIGHTING PROCESS AND IT WAS GOING GOOD BUT THEM STEPH TRYED TO DO IT HER SELF AND WELL "I WASNT GOOD!!!" OK SO WE TALKED ABOUT IT AND WELL WE THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD BE OK TO JUST DO HER WHOLE HEAD.....WELL I THINK THAT YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT BY THE TIME WE GOT THE REST OF HER HEAD COVERD WE HAD TO WASH THE OTHER PART OUT CAUSE THE TOP WAS LIGHTER THAT THE REST.
I WAS LIKE OH MY GOODNESS WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!! SO YEA STEPH THINKS THAT ITS LOOKS OK BUT IM NOT HAPPY WITH MY WORK...
WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO??????

GRADUATION

WOW I NEED TO ORDER MY CAP AND GOWN IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS!!!
I HAVE A LOT OF THING THAT I NEED TO GET
THIS IS SO MUCH WORK AND MONEY WHY CANT I JUST NOT WALK THE STAGE IS IT REALLY THAT IMPORTANT. AHHHH!!!!!

AWWW!!!!!

I AM SO HAPPY THAT AMIE HAD HER BABY!!!!!!!
I WANT TO SEE THEM!!!!!
9 POUNDS IS ALOT POOR AMIE




AND HOW DID YOU REACT TO THAT???????

HAPPY FAMILY

OK MY AUNT GOT UP AT LIKE 4 THIS MORNING AND SHE IS NOT A VERY QUITE PERSON!!!
BUT IT'S COOL IM JUST HAPPY THAT MY DAD GOT TO SPENT TIME WITH HIS BIG BRO....

OK ITS ALMOST TIME

ONE OF MY FRIENDS THAT IS DUE ANY DAY WAS OUT OF SCHOOL YESTERDAY CAUSE SHE WAS HAING CONTRACTIONS EVERY HOUR. (POOR HER)
I GOT TO TALK TO HER TODAY AND SHE SAYS THAT SHE IS SO SCARED SHE IS NOT GOING TO BE A GOOD MOTHER. I TOLD HER THAT NO ONE KNOWS IF THERE ARE GOING TO BE GOOD MOTHERS ALL THEY CAN DO IS LOVE THERE CHILD AND DO WHATS BEST FOR THE CHILD.
SHE WAS ALL I KNOW BUT IT IS SO SCAREY.
I TOLD HER THAT I WILL BE PRAYING FOR HER AND THAT GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF HER.

I HAVE NEVER NOTICED HOW YOUNG PEOPLE CAN BE EATHER REALLY ACCEPTING OR REALLY JUDGING.
I HAVE HEARD SOME PEOPLE SAY SOME THINGS ABOUT YOUNG LADYS THAT ARE SEXUALY ACTIVE AND THE ONES THAT ARE NOW HAVIONG TO DEAL WITH THE CONSIQUENCES FOR THERE ACTIONS. ANYWAYS THERE OPPIONS BLOW MY MIND CAUSE MOST OF THESE KIDS ARE DOING THE VERY SAME THING AND THEY CHOOSE NOT SEE IT.
IT IS SO SAD TO ME BUT I KNOW THAT MY JOB AS A CHRISTIAN TEEN TO BE AN EXAMPLE TO MY PEERS.
GOD BLESS ALL THE PEOPLE IN HIGH SCHOOL!!!!